Bitty Bloggy Post

Just a quick update... Hubby and kids are away, and it's been soooo quiet here.... except for the phone ringing...Michael calling generally!

Mum and I spent most of yesterday spring cleaning my office.... and it looks hardly any better for the bags and bags and bags of stuff I threw out... but it's been an inside out type clean... so more than just a tidy, things have all been taken out, sorted, allocated a specific place and put there.... it's starting to look a bit better... but my goodness! I have had some crap!

Good thing is that I've sorted all my uni stuff and put it all away... which declutters a lot... I've also finally cleaned out the filing cabinet... urk... and the piles of crap that was everywhere in here. I've now lost my mojo... but better get it back, because it's the mess before the clean stage... and I want it CLEAN!!!!

Better get to it!!!!

Twas the day AFTER Christmas...

Well, it's all done and dusted for another year... PHEW!!! This is my gorgeous little nephew - Jake! What a little winner he is - absolutely adorable!!! Oh, and he KNOWS it!!!

Well, Christmas was somewhat eventful this year - actually Christmas Eve was moreso. We had to clean, clean clean for the big day - a job that doesn't get done in this household as much as it should. The house gets cleaned every week, but the corners, shelves, etc don't get touched - and things were a bit out of control. So the kids were each given areas to remove everything, dust, replace, put away whatever didn't belong. Mum was coming over in the PM to do the actual cleaning (paid gig) and I wanted it so all she had to do was sweep, mop and vac... but the kids and I were somewhat unmotivated, and Michael kept finding excuses to go to the shops... but we got most of what I wanted done, done. I spring cleaned my cupboards, my makeup - my whole bedroom! The kids did the shelves, display areas etc, and Mum came over...

Michael, thinking Mum's a superhero, or at least a big bloke, asked her for help taking our old 2-door fridge downstairs. I came out to help too, but it ended up with Mum above the fridge and Michael below it, with me watching on. Over the first step, BOUNCE, 2nd step, BOUNCE... 3 - bottom step.... d d d d d d d d d d d d dd d in a mad hurry! Looked like the fridge was trying to attack hubby! I was so worried for him, but it just stopped at the end of the stairs - with him well out of the way. I breathed a sigh of relief until I looked back up at Mum and she was clutching both shins!!!! The side of the fridge had run over both her legs!!!! I've never climbed the stairs from the outside, but I did. Fortunately, there wasn't any broken bones or anything - but some ugly skinned shins with huge black bruises and lumps around them. Had to put Mum in the recliner with an ice (read, mixed veges) pack on each leg. She was definitely shaken - and so was I! So that was pretty much the end of the cleaning for the day - and the relos would have to take what they got the next day!

(update - Mum's legs looked MUCH better the next day!)

So, Christmas came to our place - and Santa delivered to Emily, and Allan got his very first lot of pressies under the Christmas Tree (we don't give presents to people already getting something from Santa). The kids seemed to love everything they got, and Michael and I got to unwrap a few presents too that we already knew about. One I didn't know about was one the kids bought for me. It was so sweet! Emily chose a little Guide Dog puppy toy for me.... so I would remember not to eat sugar, so I don't go blind.... (sincerely thoughtful) and Allan chose an Alex Kava book (love them) and they also got me a Scrapbooking Memories pack I hadn't got. So sweet!

Much more to tell, but I have to go and play ... don't know what it's called... tennis on a stick... with my son....

More photos soon...

PHEW!!!

Well, the week is over, and it's nearly Christmas... and I'm pooped!!!

On Wednesday, Michael drove down to the Gold Coast to pick up my much awaited cupboards from IKEA. When we were there for our mini break, we worked out EXACTLY what we wanted for our bedroom - and I was excited to finally have something that good looking in my bedroom. Much better than the saggy '70's duo that were in there.

But, I got a call from Michael.... they don't have this, they don't have that, and they don't have this. And of course, him trying to make me work out something else in 2 minutes while he's on the phone. But no, I'd spent hours working out what we'd get - making the most of every cm of our walls... and it was perfect! So, in the end I told him to bring back what he could, and we'd just have to make do, and add on the extras at the end.

So, after over 5 hours of construction yesterday, I now have a pretty impressive set of cupboards. Here's what I bought.... http://www.ikea.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/CategoryDisplay?cattype=sub&topcategoryId=15597&categoryId=15862&parentCats=15597*15852*15855&storeId=18&catalogId=10103&langId=-26

It's the Hopen Range. We ended up with 2 x 80cm cupboards sans doors (not by choice), and 2 x 60cm cupboards, with doors. We both have a set of the drawers as well. There were none of the corner unit we were going to add to the end of this, and no shelves! But, it's still impressive. I just can't wait to get the rest here to finish it all off. What we have is actually big enough for us - by miles - but I wanted the corner unit to take it from wall to wall. Oh well.

Now, what else has happened? Monday night wa the last night with my painting girls, and they bought be a lovely gift of Lavender body/bath type things - I love that kind of stuff... Anything that smells good. Trudy also made each of us (there's only 3 in the class) a set of 3 bottles of condiments (?). A vinegarette, a salad dressing, and extra virgin olive oil - all with rosemary and peppercorns in the bottle. Very nice! I should have taken a photo, so cute! I do love handmade stuff so much!

Not a whole lot of other news that I can think of... but spending hours putting up IKEA cupboards does tend to sap your brainpower!!!! Thank goodness I have a week off now!!!

Merry Christmas to you all! I'll leave you with our corporate Christmas Email (click on it to make it bigger). Plastered and Busted are so cute aren't they? Anne Cahill did a great job with these - and all in a couple of hours after I'd asked her for 'something'. I've painted one of them (instructions are in our newsletter), and another ornament as well - would like to do some more before Christmas, but I don't think that's going to happen!

No news... but is it good news?

Well, I got the results of the last lot of blood tests back today... nothing! Nada! All clear.

So, I think I will just listen to my body a bit, and get some rest, and hope that everything picks up a bit more with more weight loss.

The diabetes educator thought it may have been something to do with sleeping, and thinks I should do a sleep test up at the hospital. I really thought I'd been sleeping quite well, but there MUST be some reason for my fatigue.

The other possibility is that my body's crashed after the toll I put on it over the past few years with Uni, study, tutoring, netball, coaching etc... maybe it's recognized that I've stopped a lot of this now, and is just taking time for a break!

Good news is I feel fantastic today!!!

More Educated...

I've just been to see the Diabetes Educator - she's such a positive person, it's nice to go and see her, if only for a boost in morale!

She says that I'm doing incredibly well and is really impressed with my results. The official results from her are:

Since 11/10/2006 I've lost 8.5kg's - that's from when she started weighing me. My BMI is down 3 points, and I've lost 8cm in my waist. Too bad I didn't get her to measure my bust... I'm sure we would have seen much more dramatic reductions (darn).

I spoke to her about being tired all the time, and she said it was definitely NOT related to my diabetes. That my levels are not fatigue causing levels, and that my body would be well on top of the exercise etc by now. She said I should find out what my results are for the tests, and if there's nothing there, I should have a sleep test.

Well, I just called the Dr - and the tests are in, but he hasn't viewed them as yet - so I will need to call back this afternoon... it's good that the results are so QUICK - I only had the tests on Friday.

Tell you all more soon....

Results are in...

Firstly, a couple more little projects completed. These were dual purpose - for the LSBS Cybercrop - and to experiment with the new 3D Kindyglitz - you guys are going to LOVE it when it's released! Got more projects in my little head for this product - now to find the time and energy to do them!

Well, I went and saw the Dr on Friday - and got the results of my blood tests... for those it means anything too... here they are, with the first number being my original results, and the second being my new results:

Glucose: 9.8 / 8.4

Cholesterol: 6.4 /5.7

Glycated Haemoglobin: 7.8 / 6.8 (under 7 means good diabetes control)

Blood Pressure: 100/70

So, in all, pretty good. Actually, the Dr said a few times I was doing really well - which was good to hear. But, the bad news was that he was concerned about my cholesterol levels, because I'm now considered to be in a high risk group, I need to have it down to under 4.0... and he doesn't think it will matter how much weight I lose.... it will still be too high. So it looks like I will need to a) lose more weight to get better control of my diabetes (which is working now) and b) then get the cholesterol under control.

I suppose having the diabetes has highlighted this problem - which is good in the long run - at least I can do something about it now. I also asked him about being so completely and utterly tired all the time and he said it may be just that I'm exercising more, and eating less calories - and my body isn't used to it... but, it's been 3 months - surely it's had time to get somewhat used to it??? He's ordered a couple more blood tests for me, just to check my thyroids and something else... can't remember what. Did that on Friday, so should know soon enough if there's anything else wrong with me!

I got to the Diabetes Educator tomorrow for my next appointment - so I'll be able to talk more with her about my results etc.

On other news... kids have now finished school for the year, and for Allan, Primary School is only a memory ;)

I went to pick him up on Friday after my Dr's appointment, but couldn't find him at the school - after about 3/4 hour of trekking around the school looking for him. Ended up he walked home to 'surprise' me - not realising I was at the Dr's. I tell you - I freaked out a little... not nice not knowing where your kids are! Scared the life out of me, he did!

OK... off to bed, even though I've spent a goodly time there recently... sigh... nighty night!

Bookmarks

Another quick post to show you some bookmarks the kids and I made for Teacher's Christmas presents. Very quick, very simple - but I really like them. Emily liked what Allan did so much she copied him - quite well actually! We also got each teacher a voucher for the book store as well... last day today.... URK!!!!

Tip to punters - don't use tape if you are laminating - it shows up - just use a dab of glue stick!

Gift Card Envelopes

Here's a couple of gift card Envelopes Emily and I made on the weekend at the LSBS cybercrop. Emily's are the ones with the snowmen on.

Proud Mum

Today I got to go and sit and watch the awards ceremony for Emily and Allan. It was a special one this year as Allan was 'graduating' primary school, and we'd received a letter home saying Emily was getting an award (we weren't told what for).

So, I went. Emily received the 'Citizenship' award for her class - for being a friendly and caring student. Allan's ceremony was lovely too - and they gave each student a document folder, which contained a photo of EVERY year 7 student for the year and a few other things - it was a beautiful touch.

Allan's best friend Matt received the Dux for his class - so that was nice too, while a couple of Emily's friends also go awards.

There was a sad note though too - one of the year 7 students couldn't be there - and sent a letter for his teacher to read to the class. She couldn't get through it without crying, and it really sounded like a goodbye letter. Allan said this boy apparently has a heart condition they tried to fix, but couldn't (yep, typical boy - none of the full details). Makes you stop and think though - could be your kids.

Other news for today - OUCH!

Yep, I'm sore everywhere it seems from my fall last night. Especially down my right side - even though I fell on my left first apparently (as evidenced by carpet burn on my knee). I had trouble sleeping last night as I couldn't turn over properly - felt like I had boards strapped to me - and it was a huge effort.

I went to the gym, but couldn't put my muscles through the weights - so just did cardio - but even that hurt and I nearly stopped! I came home after the awards and lifting my arm to the computer etc was just too much. I took the rest of the day off, and spent most of it in BED! Got up for about an hour - only because Mum turned up - and then went back to bed and didn't get up until 7pm. I was tired as much as sore - but really, who needs THAT much sleep!!!

I'm getting really, really frustrated at this 'need' to sleep - I really don't want to - but I'm dog tired all the time. I'm going to the Dr on Friday - so I will grill him about my options there - it doesn't ever seem enough sleep, and coffee, Vit B, etc doesn't seem to help... I'm getting really upset, because it also affects my memory and concentration - which is no good for work - thank goodness I've finished Uni!!!

OK... had my vent - signing off now...

Coming a 'gutsa'

Well today has been a bit of a ho hum kinda day. You know, a green light, but with someone waiting to turn... ;)

I had to have a blood test this morning - and I really don't like them at all. But I know it's got to be done... I have deep veins and low blood pressure, which means, when they finally find the one vein that's been trained - it takes forever for them to get the blood they need.

So today I walk in for the test, and tell the (nurse? technician?) which arm it is that she has to use.... and she spends quite a while prodding and poking.... and then asks me if I was SURE it was this arm. I show he the other, and she sees reason and rips the tip off the finger of her glove and keeps trying. Eventually she finds the one elusive vein.....

Now, I try really hard to pretend like it doesn't phase me... but it does... and I must get some sort of freaked out look on my face... (the dentist always notices it too...) because she actually looked very alarmed and asked me a few times if I was going to be SICK!!!

But it's done now... phew!

Tonight I umpired, played and then umpired netball again. And in the third quarter of my play game, I came a literal gutsa. Imagine this (for those that can)... I step deftly around my player and deflect the incoming pass using all the correct movements - perfect intercept in the making... and I go to follow through on my touch of the ball when next thing I know I've been tripped and fallen SO heavily - flat on my stomach. It was a really heavy fall - like my legs were just taken out from under me - no stumbling, not scrambling just vertical one minute, and horizontal the next - and like Wile E Coyote - with that frozen second hanging mid air, knowing I'm going down.

I hope I pull up OK tomorrow - I have a grazed knee - not too bad - but my back and pelvis are starting to complain - and really, I'm surprised my insides are still inside... but I don't want to not do gym tomorrow because I missed out today already because of the blood test. Perhaps just the walking machine if nothing else.... or the cycle... but I WANT to do the weights... I enjoy them.

Oh, and if anyone's looking for something to paint - check out the cute reindeer ornaments Anne Cahill did for the latest Hue Review (online at www.matisse.com.au ). My painting ladies and I had a great time last night painting up our own versions - way too cute!!!

OK... that's all for now...

Being creative - and LOVING it!!!

OK... so let me get all the creative stuff out of the way, and then I can tell you all the gossip... or you can just head down below all the pics now... lol!

This is a layout done for Challenge 1 at the Little Scrapbook Shop Cybercrop. It was a sketch challenge that I adapted, and I've used all my new Bohemia collection papers - and OMG, do I LOVE them!!! This photo of Allan couldn't have worked better for me... I'm really liking this layout... ;)

Challenge Two was cardmaking - actually the rest of the challenges are step-by-step projects, which is really handy as a learning tool - I've already picked up a couple of tricks! For these, Emily and I actually did one each together (ohh... aren't I good Mum?) . Hers are on the right, and mine on the left. She did a great job, didn't she?

Then it was my turn to set a challenge - and these are the two 'shaker' cards I came up with for the challenge - they are way cool fun to make - and much simpler that they look. I really enjoyed these, and they just look so much more.... um... more betterer... ;) They look more 'expensive' if that makes any sense because they are so 3d.

Anyway, so that's all the creating for today. But it's been a lot of fun. I want to try and get some of the other challenges done as well - so I'll keep posting what I get done. I now have some very special Christmas cards for some special friends... or family!

Now, for the news of late....

Report cards came home on Friday - and I was pleasantly surprised with both of them! Allan has seemed a lot happier and contented at school this year (the past 2 years he had an on again/off again teacher, who actually passed away late last year - so, lots of sub teachers, and no consistency). His report card showed it, with some good improvements. Pretty evenly spaced between sound and high achievements - and when we were getting low achievements only 18 months ago, it's a big improvement.

Emily's report card was nearly perfect. I had an inkling it would be pretty good, because we'd had a 'private and confidential' letter sent home telling us that she was getting an award this year... which was so nice to get. In her report card, she got all HA's (highest) with one lonely little WC (working competently) for PE... poor thing has been blessed with my physical skills... bugger all!

I'd had the feeling for a while now that we were going to have to be very careful at report card time as Emily is quite a bright spark, and along with that she loves to learn - one of the few children I know that will ask for homework on school holidays!!! Allan's always been a step ahead, simply because he's 4 years her senior. He's a typical boy who tended to fool around in class, and not bring homework home.

But what do you do... these two are quite competitive by nature... but luckily I had Emily to myself Friday afternoon, and we had a heart to heart about the results. I explained that we needed to look at each one's results compared to what THEY'VE achieved before. That we couldn't compare them to each other, because that wasn't fair. And then went on to tell her how lucky she was to have a big brother that could teach her stuff and help her learn more.... and that under no circumstances was she to skite about her results. Luckily she's a very empathetic little girl... ;)

Moving on...

On Friday I taught a 1 hour class to a group of Yr 9 students from Glenmore High as part of a careers day at the Uni. I nearly didn't though. I was told to be there at 11am to set up and start at 11:15am. No-one there at 11... no-one there at 11:15... no-one there at 11:27... and I was about to go home when they finally turned up. I didn't have codes for the doors either, so I couldn't check out the computers to make sure they worked OK... which they didn't. Logged in OK... but the program I needed to teach them wasn't available. And neither was the person organising it - she'd left minutes after leaving the students with me. Luckily I'd written down the phone number of my favourite computer guy who rushed over and sorted things out for me - well, let us into the other computer lab - which is where we should have been booked into to start with, but weren't.

While waiting for him to turn up, I had to do an improv talk about Photoshop, what they could use it for, and other info about it.... thank goodness he didn't take any longer, because I was all out of talk!!!

But, the actual lesson went well - thankfully!

OH!!!! and BIG news - I've finally lost OVER 10kg's!!! YAY!!!! Another milestone... many more to go.... but I'm thrilled that I'm doing this - and getting the results. And poor Michael has to put up with me showing him my muscles at every opportunity I get... and if they can't be seen, he has to poke until he can feel them! LOL!

OK.... that's all for now... sweet dreams!

The weekend is over...

Well, I did a LOT over the weekend! I tried to tell you all about it, but Blogger didn't like me. First it would let me even try to upload photos (took the tool thingy away) and then it pretended to upload them, but did a switcharoo with a little red cross. All seems well now though.

The first 3 layouts are ones I did for the Cybercrop over at Scrapbooking Top 5o - I love a good Cybercrop! The Little Scrapbooking Store is having theirs this weekend - so I'll be there soon enough.

I'm trying to get back into scrapbooking and stretch myself that bit more lately. I'm less hung up about creating the world's best layout, and more about trying out things to see how they work... some don't... lol!!
(see the Movie World one...lol)

It was Mum's 60th (sorry Mum) birthday on Sunday - and seen as how Dad gazumped me the Netball DVD, I made her a layout about her Mum, my Grandma. I really like this one - probably because it means something special to me. Mum loved it (she always does though).


I also completed 2 canvas' for a presentation to Spotlight to showcase Derivan Kindyglitz and our new 3D Kindyglitz. I also did a whole heap of other cards and stuff too (too many to post now). It was a big rush, rush job - and I only received the samples of the 3D KG on Friday, so I worked over the weekend to get these done, and wrote up instructions in the wee hours (2am) so that Pete could have them to present to Spotlight at his meeting this morning.

Which they postponed.

GRRRR!!!! I could have SLEPT!!!!!

But, I do love these canvas' - they've come out really well - esp seen as though I could only work with what Spotlight sold - not from my beloved stash!



I also created these fun hand painted / stamped papers for Cath at the Little Scrapbook shop as part of my new role as paint specialist. I had a ball doing these, and I think I might do more! If you want instructions - just pop over to the Little Scrapbook Store and visit my Classroom there (but not Tues/Wed as they are migrating servers).

Oh, and some other incidental news... I went to the pool with Mum and Emily as her treat for the week... and I actually got in and got wet! She loved it, and so did I. Love board shorts.

We also had everyone over for tea on Sunday night - I love it when our family gets together - never often enough! We had steak which Michael managed to get a massive fire on ( you could see the glow on the OTHER side of the verandah!) and salads - Mum's choice... but then Col and Bec brought the health food out... you know, Mud Cake (with extra choc and cream), trifle (with buried freddo frogs) and a huge bowl of cream!!!

But I was pretty good - just a spoonful of trifle (no chocolate). But damn! That Mud cake looked fine!

OK... that's all for now... oh.. one more thing...

HELLO CRISSY!!!! I'm thinking of you - just cause I love you. Hope everything's going great!

xxx

Need Sleep!

There was a time, a while ago, where it would be nothing for me to spend a good part of my weekend doing work. Not complaining - it was my choice - and it was when I let myself do more of the 'creative' stuff. Nowadays though, I seem to be too tired ALL the time - and even though I want to do some work, I just don't.

So, when I said I would put together a DVD over the weekend, why didn't my brain tell me I was dreamin'? The idea being that putting together the DVD just chews up my computer and I can't do anything else while it's on but wait, so on the weekend I could start it, and just walk away.

But, I forgot. Didn't even think about it.

And last night I remembered with a start - and thought, cleverly, that I could just do it before going to bed.... so at about 10pm I sat at the computer, turned on the little TV, and started.

At 2:50am I gave up!

What's happened is that on a couple of occassions I have flown to Sydney to videotape the boss, and make up a very useful DVD all about Matisse Derivan. The first one was a factory tour, overview of products and mediums training. The boss liked it so much I came back and we did a full techniques section to add to the DVD. All good, and all done. We've even had them 'printed' so to speak to send out to various stores/art groups etc.

BUT, then we had the brainwave of putting TV/DVD players into major art stores, and having the DVD playing for customers to watch - they seemed to love it at the Open Day. The only problem was that the way the DVD part was set up - it didn't loop - just went back to the main menu when it was finished. AND, we didn't want quite as much in there. So, I thought I could just delete the sequences we didn't want, and work out how to make it play continuously - and it would all be done!

5 hours later and I still don't know why the surface prep part just seems to go for 5 seconds and then stop, and start again... GRRRRR

It will have to do though. So, if you're in the art store for that 5 seconds - please pretend there must be something wrong with the DVD player for me, will ya?

On a sad note, the kitten is gone. And not to a good home like I would have hoped. No-one claimed him, and so Michael took the poor little thing to the pound - we couldn't get anyone else to take him. Pretty sad, as we were getting quite attached (which is why I didn't want to leave it any longer). But our gorgeous black cat was rather upset about having a kitten in the house, and after the little one wet Emily's bed and soiled Allan's (both just having put on their brand new Sheridan sheets we bought) I knew we couldn't keep him - I am just not ready to be the mother of a newborn again!

Accepted!

Well, I got a lovely letter in the mail yesterday... the first paragraph read...

Dear Michelle

The Council of Central Queensland University has accepted the advice from the Dean of your Faculty that you have satisfied the requirements for the award of:

Bachelor of Communication with Distinction


Yay!! Officially I am now graduating. For those planning on coming - or who might be around at the time, it will be Mon March 12 2007 at 6:30pm. Not sure where though as yet - but I do know I will have to pay $60 to be there! Oh, how exciting is this!!!

I know it's been a fait accompli for a while now, but I really hadn't felt that excited... or, well... finished. I just wouldn't sink in properly. But if you can imagine, I'm doing the happy jig *inside* at the moment.

Other news... I've officially lost 9.3kg's so far - nudging the 10kg mark... soon, very soon. I will have to think of something good to do to celebrate the achievement - I intend to celebrate every 5kgs or so. Small steps on a long journey.

Allan came home last night FILTHY dirty. He'd gone to the Capricorn Caves for a school trip. I'd thought they would be doing the guided tour - nice and safe - but no, they were commando crawling, and slithering and all sorts of things around the caves. He loved it! His clothes... well, I'm glad I don't do the washing! He had to walk home from school yesterday as he got in later than normal, and his plans with his friend fell through. Luckily we're only a couple of blocks away.

But, on the way home he found a kitten stuck in the drain outside our house. He tried calling people to see what to do, but it doesn't seem that a lot of people are available after 5pm... so he used his caving skills to get the kitten out of the drain - so we have a cute, ginger tabby kitten here at the moment. Very cute. But I don't want to keep it... but maybe Mum will, if no-one claims him. He sure talks a lot!

OK, bye for now. Don't be good.

and now...

I'm not sure I've had the chance to tell you all about my latest discovery - MUSCLES!!!! Yep! The other day I was on the phone (Skype) and I was doing something and I looked down at my arm and thought... hmmm... that's weird... why is there that hollow area in my arm?

So, I touched it wondering what it could be, and all I could feel was a lump. I looked again, flexed a little, and realised what it was!!! I have bulging, gym going muscles!!!! I quickly dashed to the bedroom and stood in front of the mirror and had a good look - mainly to see if it was noticable enough to show everyone - to make sure they could see it.... and yes, very noticable!!

So, anyone that has come near me has had to admire the bulge on the correct side of my biceps - cause I'm very proud of them!

On the weekend I was a bit of scrapping frenzy. Not normally that motivated unless there's a cybercrop on somewhere - but I just wanted to create!!! I got 5 layouts completed!!! WOWSERS! Granted I had some parts 'prepared earlier' and they were fairly simple - but I still enjoyed myself and made a grand mess everywhere!

So, here are the final 3. I got to use up some of the Kindyglitz lettering I'd made up - which was kinda cool. I think I'm going to have to do a LOT more scrapping though - as I will be getting most of the Bohemiem (sp?) range in - and will need to make room for those.

Might even have to have a 'photo shoot' so I've got some new photos to match (how pathetic!)

I was asked today to do some projects up to create 'make it myself' sheets for Spotlight using Kindyglitz - and the new 3D Kindyglitz to help launch it in their stores.

Now, I generally don't get to Spotlight, and tend to spend my scrapbooking money with ... well, I DO get around, but I like the scrapbooking stores. BUT, I knew for this project that I would have to use products easily bought from Spotlight - so I tried to pick a time when I thought they wouldn't be too busy (school hours) and went in. I was so surprised at the little amount of raw chipboard they had! And the lack of most of my *favourite* types of things for scrapbooking. Made working out what to buy SO much harder - so I hope the project works out OK.

Allan is off to the school camp you have when you're not having a school camp - you know the sort - the one where they still stay home every night - but get to go on daily excursions.

Oh, and I forgot to mention - Happy Birthday Pappa Bear!!!

Night all!

Been creating

I scrapped today... with LOTS of PAINT! Very enjoyable. I love hand painting my own papers - it's like making an abstract artwork.

I hand painted some papers the other night, and today I got two layouts done using them. And if I must say so, I like them very much! Don't you just love Kerry's hat???


As promised here are my two layouts that I did with Ngaire. I did some tags too - but I have to finish those off yet. I really enjoyed these workshops, and I think it has helped me get back into my scrapbooking again.

A funny story for you about Ngaire's class. We were starting the layout about ourselves (which left quite a few people uncomfortable) and Ngaire starts talking about how, if we want, we can change things to suit our photos etc, not to stress about getting things exactly like hers.

She then went on to emphasize that there was one thing she was going to insist upon. That for the first layout we HAD to use the text she used on hers - Me, Myself and I - Perfect Just as I am. Ngaire said that she knew a lot of ladies would have a problem writing those words - but they HAD to do it - and she went on to explain why it was so important to her. It was quite nice - like an affirmation actually.

The layout was passed around the entire classroom for everyone to have a look at. It got to the second last person, who then asked if "PEFECT" should have had an "R" in it.... talk about a laugh! Poor Ngaire!!! But it was just so funny that she was "PEFECT" just as she was. I'd call that a Freudian slip... wouldn't you?




So, what's new? Had a delightful day today. The kids got up and cleaned their rooms while I slept in a little (not too much though) and I got up and pottered a little. Mum came over (as she does on a Saturday) and Allan went off to play a Yu-gi-oh tournament - 4 hours for $3 - well worth the money - and literally just around the corner, so he can walk there himself.

Emily and I went downstairs and scrapped together for a while and then Mum, Em, and I headed out to Demedios for a coffee and lunch (Char grilled Chicken - YUMMO - and ultra friendly to my diabetes). My Aunty Gail called at the last minute and joined us - so we had a really nice time. Emily then headed off (with a little help from me) to a birthday party.

Oh, I forgot to mention that while we were out having lunch I ducked into Chandlers next door and bought a Sony Walkman - this cute little flash drive looking thing - and an armband so I can wear it to the gym and tune into the TV's while doing cardio.

Anyway... I digress... Mum and Gail and I came home and sat around the table with a coffee and worked industriously on the WASJIG. AND I FINISHED IT!!! YAY!

What a truly pleasant day. I hope everyone else had a good one.

New day, new me

Well, today I changed programs at the Gym, and got a new instructor with it. She's SO much better!!! I can tell, because I can barely lift my arms as high as the keyboard without them turning to jelly!

I'm happy to say that I've nearly lost 9kg's!!! Pretty happy with that... only 1.3kgs of my next target weight. Got a lot more to go.. but baby steps, 5kgs at a time.

What else has been happening? Ummm... nothing too exciting, I don't think. Oh, wait, yes there is! I've been asked to be part of the Design Team for the Little Scrapbook Shop - I'm their new paint specialist, and photoshop teacher. I will basically be doing classes each week - one on using paint, one on using photoshop. Later in the new year, I'll probably start doing some photography ones too. Should be interesting!

I spent last night painting up some paper for myself in anticipation of next week's lesson - or a future project... not sure which yet. So much to tell, I've got to pace myself!!!!

Now, I'm looking for a third person to tell me their pregnant. It normally happens in threes, and two friends have recently told me they are.... so there must be someone out there not telling yet... anyone?

OK... off to work.... ;)

Losing it!

Hi all

I went to see my diabetes educator yesterday - and yep, I'm definitely losing it! 6kgs in the 5 weeks since I saw her last - 5cm around the waist - and a whole point off my BMI thingy!!! She was very happy with my progress, and doesn't think I'll need medication, which is terrific!

Looking forward to turning the corner with my levels too - their definitely going down - now to keep it going!

I'll be starting a new gym routine on Thursday - more huff and puff - less weights - which is what she recommended - so we'll see. I have been feeling off the past couple of days - kinda like morning sickness - but without the whole PREGNANCY thing! Hopefully I'll be over it sooner rather than later!

Still need to take pics of my Ngaire projects - been in bed most of the past couple of days though. Hopefully soon!

Be good.

Back again

Hi all

Well, it's been a while - but not as long as it might seem - you see, I DID come back and write up, with LOTS of piccys... but Blogger seemed to think I was over indulgent with the pics... and it decided to wipe them all.... and then, in an attempt to get them back, I also lost long, juicy message I'd just written.

Grr!


But anyway, here I am! There's a bit of news. No, I'm not pregnant! But a couple of friends are! We'll see how many more confess, because there's always a group of people I know that are pregnant at the same time!




Firstly, the fam and I had a really delightful longer weekend away at the Gold Coast last weekend as you can see from som of these piccys... a very nice time indeed!

This weekend I spent Saturday with the delightful Ngaire Bartlem ..... well, me, and a couple dozen of my closest friends... well, OK... I didn't know most of them... but it was still great to get out there and scrap for a while. I will share pics in another post.

And the other BIG news is that I got my final results for Uni!!! I got High Distinctions for both courses - only just - but I'll take what I can get! That means that I will graduate with a Grade Point Average of 6.882 (out of a maximum of 7)!!! This is a much, much better result than my first degree, where I would have barely managed a GPA of 4 (pass level). So, for all those 'mature aged' people out there, thinking about studying - it is much more rewarding later in life - when you know what you want to do, and are more settled, and determined to do it.

I've also been tentitively asked to tutor a couple of courses next year for Uni - Contemporary Photomedia (photography), and Desktop Publishing. I love tutoring Desktop Publishing - and I think the photography one will be a great opportunity to really start thinking about my camera again - you learn so much more when you teach something!

My students all did well this last term in a web design course I taught as well, and I was pretty impressed with some of the work they put out. It's nice to see that your teaching has an impact.

Oh, and I've lost about 7kg's so far. No rush - and with my scales, that figure can fluctuate 2kgs anyway - but I go back to the diabetes educator on Monday - so I'll have a more official result then with her big scales.

Well, that's all folks! Hope you are all perfectly wonderful, and if you aren't, I hope it's only temporary!!!!

A lucky daughter

Recently a couple of friends of mine have been a bit miserable because of family issues. I am such a lucky daughter to have the Mum I have! She's my best mate and we do so much together. I couldn't move town because I wouldn't want to be away from her. The support and confidence she gives me keeps me strong, and now that I've all grown up, I hope I keep her strong too.

Love you Mum!

Still going

Well, what a lovely weekend! What did I do? Bugger all of nothing - and LOVIN' IT!!!!

OK, well, I did do a couple of layouts for the Scrapbooking Top50 Cybercrop, and was going to do the Embellished Cybercrop as well, but ran out of steam... I've been way too tired lately. Feel I need a week off just to sleep... but I don't think that will even help.

So, here's what I did...
The first one is 'I wish I was a punk rocker' done with hand painted paper I painted with Derivan Students - just to use up some paints I'd had out for work. There's LOTS of Kindyglitz and Dimensional magic on there - unfortunately it's hard to photograph these!


These flowers were a plasticy foamy type one that I found at the the Warehouse - thought they were kinda funky - they definitely match the theme... lol!

The next one is a double spread I did with Allan and Emily. The whole challenge was to by simple - I think I achieved that. I'm thrilled at how this one came together, it looks very rich in real life.

I also completed quite a bit of a Wasjig... that's a backwards jigsaw - lots of fun. AND I finished reading 'As the Crow Flies' by Jeffrey Archer - very, very good read - but he's a great story teller. We watche 'Cars' and 'Over the Hedge' with the kids - preferred 'Cars' but they were both good.

Other news.... I've lost 6kg's!!! I've been to the gym a few times now as well - in fact, I'm just back from there. My chest muscles were SO sore after the last time, and my arms are like jelly again - my legs are definitely the stronger body part!

Oh, and I went shopping on Saturday morning - bought myself a heap of clothes..... wait for it.... a WHOLE SIZE smaller!!!!! YAY for me!!! Ok, nothing too exotic - there's not much point if I'm going to continue to lose weight, is there? Got myself a few pair of shorts (cheapies, but I need more for the gym, and summer in general). Also bought some boardies, and a tankini - that's a tank top/bikini - looks like a cut off pair of togs. Very good idea for the likes of me. What else... oh, some t-shirts. Like I said, nothing fancy.

We're going away next weekend to the Gold Coast!!!! Looking forward to it SOOOO much!!! Just time for us... nothing competing, no sharing, just family.

Talking of family, or nearly, my good friend told me the other day she's moving to France!!!! FRANCE!!!! I was pretty glum about it all, but then, I think it's a damn good excuse for us to save up to go overseas - I've never been overseas before!!!

OK... that's all for now... got work to do! Don't be good, be a little naughty!

Signed up!

Well, I've finally done it.... joined the gym that is!!!! I went with my sister (who's lost over 25kg's BTW) and got all signed up. The fellow I had to talk to had certainly been taught the sales pitch - Jodie thought I was exagerating, or at least being a bit over sensitive, when I complained to her how often he used my name.

Sure, we can do that for you Michelle
Just come over here Michelle
And how long have you lived in Rocky Michelle
I've spoken for a few secconds Michelle

But then when I finalised everything up, we could have played bingo with the number of times he said my name. I so much hate being 'sold' things. I'd much rather be spoken to by an earnest staff member who can tell me what I need to know in an intellectual manner. I was going to buy anyway... sheesh!

I did a quick 30 mins on the walking machine - which was pretty cool. Didn't push it too hard though... but everyone forgot to tell me that I'd walk like a drunk after being on there for 30 mins! It's so weird hopping off the machine you feel like you need to cling to something to stay upright!

Well, I go in this morning to meat the trainer and get a program... so wish me luck! Hopefully I won't be too big a sweat puddle by the end of it all!

Better go and get dressed!!!!

Michelle

Catch up

Well, it's been lovely lately just to do not a lot at all. I really need the break from the frantic 'must do' 'must fit in' timeframes I've had lately. I have about 8 assignments to mark, and that's the end of the Uni year for me as a student, and as a tutor. The good thing is that these assignments are pretty easy to mark - very clear, so that's good.

The kids had their school fair on Friday night, so we spent a few hours there, and they had a whole heap of rides like you have at the show there. We paid $19 per child, and they had unlimited rides - great value. Especially with Emily who we would see on one ride, get off, and then RUN to the next. All she did for 3 hours was run between rides! Allan got his money's worth too, but his class also had a stall spraypainting hair and putting on fake tattoos - he was quite the master - and even got his Dad a couple of tats... but couldn't convince him that blue hair was a good look! LOL!

One of the nicest things about finishing Uni is allowing myself the little pleasures, such as reading a book, playing cards and doing a jigsaw (actually a wasjig - much more fun). I've read two books lately - The Husband by Dean Koontz, and Cross by James Patterson. Both good easy reads, but nothing earth shattering about them. I also bought the latest Wilbur Smith book which has the Ballyntines meeting the Courtneys.... both family's stories I've enjoyed reading over the years.

Emily and I have started a new Wasjig too... they are so much fun. The picture on the front is just a clue to what the finished puzzle is, and the one we're doing is a then and now type one, so the picture shows the 'then' and the puzzle shows the 'now'. We've got the outside all done, but can't find ONE piece. I'm sure Michael will wander by and just pick it up out of the box... he's natty like that.

I've also been teaching Allan and Emily how to play Gin Rummy. I'd forgotten how much I loved playing cards as a child. We'd often pay Gin, Canasta etc as kids, and loved it. Too bad my kids are quick learners, because they're starting to beat me already!!!

OK... that's all for now ... back to assignment marking!

xx
Michelle

Complete and utter exhaustion

Yep, I'm totally worn out!! The past few weeks have taken their toll, and I'm knackered!

But, it's worth it. I always love the Open Day, and the day before to be with the consultants and touch base with everyone in the office. I thought I'd just show you some of my favourite photos from the Open Day - if you want more, just go to http://www.matisse.com.au/gallery and check out all the uploaded images there!

OK... this is the new facepaint toolkits I designed up - just wanted you to check out the cute kids on the front... these will be so good to get out at Allan and Emily's 21st birthday parties.... ;)



This is outside at the Open Day - Justine (my boss' wife) and their two children, David and Isobel, being very, very cute (habitual cuties that they are). Strutting alongside is Bismark - or Bizzy - who is happiest with his stick - loves walking around with one in his mouth all the time.


This is me with my great friend Sylvia - we've been long distance friends for such a long time - and it was great to see her IRL and grab a few hugs. Would have loved some alone time with Sylvia though (she's from WA) but I'll take what I can get - because everything I get is gold. Sylvia gave me a little mushroom gourd for Emily - which she LOVES - she will be nagging me to paint it with her until I do....

OK... I'm off to bed. Catch up on some sleep perhaps!

Michelle

Nearly home

Well, just a quick post to let everyone know I survived the Open Day - and had a great time - but BOY am I tired!!! We had the day before as well, which went well, with some great hands on stuff - including calligraphy - which I thoroughly enjoyed!! For those wanting to start, we used Speedball pens C1 - so much easier than the newsagency ones. I reckon I could do something half decent with them.

The day itself is all a bit of a blur - a big, happy blur.... so good. I got to meet artists I've only ever spoken to over the phone, or even by email.

Anyway, better go, I'm 'at work' in Sydney.

Michelle

Up, up and away...

Well, I'm off to Sydney for the annual Matisse Open Day. It's great fun for all and something I look forward to every year. Luckily too, Virgin have started direct flights to Sydney - so I can get there in only a couple of hours - which is brilliant - and only one take off and landing too!

So, for those coming to the Open Day - make sure you say hello!!!

Bye for now!

Michelle

This is what it's all about

Family!

Yep, if there's one thing I've learnt the past week is that my family are something special. Well, I always knew that, but it was nice to be remined.

This is a group shot of my Mum, Dad, brother and sisters, their children and partners (mostly).




This is me holding little man Jake - my brother's son - my nephew. I reckon this little fellow is what's known as a 'breeder' baby. They bring him out to make women (and in the case of my hubby, men) clucky. He is such a good child! Eats, sleeps, laughs and smiles. Gotta love that.















The next little man is Sam - my cousin Kim's first child (only child). He and Jake are only 4 days apart in age - and he's another cutie, isn't he? Lucky I'm all over beign cluckie, aren't I?















This is Zoe and Kerry (my sister) you wouldn't pick she's 8 months older than the other two, would you? She's lighter than both of them. Now, this little girl has TUDE. She acts a bit like a teenager - hot and cold. For some reason, she sometimes doesn't like me and will try to jump out of whoever's arms she's in if I try to take her - and other times she's all kisses and smiles. She does play hard to get - but you can't help but love her.

That's all for now - thought I'd share the happier side of things - a family coming together.

Oh, and I should say, I've now lost FOUR kilos - which is pretty darn good!!!!


Michelle

RIP

Well, today was the day for my Grandma's funeral. It was a simple gravesite service and I think Grandma would have liked it. My cousin and I did the eulogy - and I know our Mum's were really happy with how it all went.

It's all been a bit of a blur since Wednesday. Things have been so busy here - and the house has been like Grand Central Station with my family, including cousins all being here and us all trying to get things organised. I managed to scan and print a whole lot of old photos of Grandma and my sister put them into a pretty notebook. She even scanned (reduced in size) her birth certificate and other documents as well. Everyone then wrote in the book today - and it was so great to see my Uncle Les reading through it with a huge smile on his face. This is the same man who was literally sick when he realised his Mum wasn't going to make it.

I also made up an order of service - just a simple one (it was a simple service) with a few photos of Grandma in it. Of course I worried if I'd done it right (never done one before) but I overheard the celebrant saying how nicely it was put together - so I must have got something right.

But with all the rush and bustle here, I haven't had time to myself to truly think about what losing Grandma means to me, and I haven't cried for her yet. I know it will come, but I needed to hold it all together to be strong for Mum and Gail - and to just get everything done I had to do with more people in our house than we can manage most Christmas'. Even at the funeral I was worrying about the music being played at the right time, and everyone being sorted, and really making sure that the service was a happier place to be. During the time for quiet reflection, I can remember looking up, seeing Grandma's photo, and just feeling happy. Well, not happy exactly.... glad. Glad that she'd been in my life. Glad that we could share that with everyone. Glad that the rest of my family were together - if only for a few days. I can remember thinking when I looked at her photo - you did good, girl, you did good. And she had. Even at the end, the reflection of her was how the family came together and celebrated her life.

And that's how I want it to be for me - when the time comes. I want my family and friends to celebrate what I have done - not what I haven't done.

But enough for now. I'll leave you with the poem I chose for the service...


She is Gone

By Anonymous

You can shed tears that she is gone
or you can smile because she has lived.

You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back
or you can open your eyes and see all she’s left.

Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her
or you can be full of the love you shared.

You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember her and only that she’s gone
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.

You can cry and close your mind, be empty and turn your back
or you can do what she’d want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

Gone

Well, Grandma passed away this morning peacefully. It still doesn't feel quite real - but I'm sure it will sink in at the funeral a lot more.

I've had various members of the family here nearly all day - our house is home base for everyone at the moment - which is nice actually. Mum and Gail have been organising everything and it's good that they can meet here and do it all. Makes me feel like we're contributing in some way.

I had to go out today to meet with the Diabetes educator - it took 6 weeks to get the appointment - so I desperately needed to go. It worked out well though, as it allowed Mum and Gail time alone with funeral director to organise the hard stuff. However, in typical Mum and Gail fashion, when I came home, the floors were washed and there were clothes on the line. But as Mum said - I wanted to do it - something I had control over.

Anyway, that's enough for today. I have to prepare the eulogy (sp?) tomorrow and create the book (what are they called - order of service or something?) for printing. Going to be busy.

Grandma

This is my Grandma and my Mum. I took these photos a couple of years ago for a Uni project I did for photography called Mother Mother.

I just think Mum and Grandma look so cute together here.

Which brings me to the sad news. My Grandma is in hospital at the moment, and they have told us that it's only a matter of time before we lose her.

Which just sucks! I spent most of last night up at the hospital with her, and went up again this morning - and this wonderfully strong, noble woman is gone. She's just this shell of a person - who breathes and doesn't do a lot else. I don't know if she is aware of anyone anymore, but if she is, she doesn't seem to be able to let us know. It's sad, but what's worse is watching my Mum. That hurts - Mum and I are great mates, and I just want to be strong for her, so she doesn't have to be.


But enough of the morbid stuff. Let me tell you why I love this pic on the left. This shows things just as I remember them. They've been this way since I was a little girl. Grandma at the table, with bottles and jars of lollies, biscuits, dried fruit - many things to feed you with.

At the back is the piano - I don't know if ANYONE could play it, but it is a great place for the photos. I love looking at the old photos - especially of Mum and her brothers and sisters. I love seeing their children in their faces. And of course, Les' paintings on the wall - pride of place. But best of all - a cuppa and a chat.


Can you believe this woman is over 80 years old? Where are her grey hairs? Up until a fall a bit over a year ago, Grandma was a very strong woman. She still mowed her yard, still did the groceries, still did all Uncle Les' washing.... it's shattering to see it slide so quickly.

Only the other day, Mum was saying that she hoped she didn't ever become a burden to me - and I told her that I hoped she lived long enough to be a burden to me, because the alternative was much worse.

And, as I said to Mum, Grandma's 86. This last year has been Mum's payment for having her in her life for so long. For being so lucky. Grandad died before I was born, and I know if Mum had the choice, she'd put up with the past year to have had him until he was 85 too.

Here's to Grandma. We are all secretly hoping you'll rally around and come back to us - we know it's not a rational thought... but it keeps us going.

Love you Grandma.

One down.... one to go!

Yep, I've handed in one assignment, and now only officially have one to go until I'm totally, absolutely, FINALLY finished my degree!!!!

Not sure how the one I did today is - really couldn't get into it... but the next one will be fun - it involves a bit of graphic design.

So, guess what's planned for this weekend....

;)

All done!!!

Well, yesterday was officially my very last class at Uni!! My very last tutorial!! I now only have to finish off the final two assignments and I will be officially finished! Ready to graduate! Isn't it exciting... except for the whole having to write the assignments. But that's not too bad. I'm 1500 words into a 2000 word assignment, and the other is a group project - which I'm doing all the final editting and design for... I actually think that one will be fun.

So... a slightly surreal feeling today to know I never need to walk into a classroom as a student again for this degree.

Won't be long before I'll have photos to share of me in a cape and mortarboard accepting my Bachelor of Communication (with Distinction).

Cool!

DT

For anyone that knows my husband......

He is the type of man that doesn't hold back when he laughs - and his laugh is LOUD! One of the problems is, is that sometimes, it takes a while for him to get a joke. Imagine being in a movie theature, everyone's laughing... the movie moves on.... and then..... someone beside you is slapping their knees laughing so loud!!! Hubby did this one day when he went to the movies with my Dad.... there was a particularly funny ad on.... and during the subsequent ad he got it and started laughing... but the next ad wasn't funny at all.

Last night, an ad came on, and I knew it was something DH would find funny.... and I also knew it may take a while... so I started counting after the punchline... 5.... 10.... nope, he just didn't find it funny.... then well into the SECOND ad after the one I saw he made a comment... And I mentioned to him that it was well past the time for making comments... and we laughed.

Then it happened again - and I told him that he seemed to be operating at a different time zone to us....

That's when we came up with his new nickname.... DT

Delayed Telecast

(Hey, HE said it!)

;)

Oh, I do love these two!

Just look at them! How could you not love these two! Allan actually let me take some photos of him today - this is one of my favourite.... And Em.. well... she loves a good photo shoot ;)

I don't know how two children could look so similar, yet be such different personalities. Allan hopes to be loved, and Emily expects it. Emily shows her love in so many ways - she is forever doing something beautiful and sweet, while Allan doesn't always express himself as openly. But I see it - I see it in the way he looks at me sometimes - and the way I am the first to see his latest Lego creation, and the way, every so often he just holds my hand or sneaks into my study for a hug. He is the one we've got to be careful of because he will back out of the limelight and be hurt by the shadows... while the light radiates from Emily. They're so different, and yet each so utterly loveable.

They burst my heart these two beautiful children.

Oh, and I should say... "Go the Broncos" for the man in my life... it was good to see him all kitted out in his new Jersey - and shorts he bought to match yesterday - his Broncos hat on and a XXXX Gold in his Broncos stubbie holder. Good to see he could wear it proudly... not that I watch much of the game!